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Post by Lil Ninja on Apr 18, 2004 21:29:19 GMT -5
I know this whole talking board is starting to sound depressing but i really do need to express my feelings and i think a few people can help me; like ZG13.
Lately I've been looking back and realizing that I'm nothing more than a disappointment. Everyone expects such high expectations of me. Even my parents expect that. Then I can't even make a living for myself. I get hired for a job and i don't even get a chance to make it to my first day of work and i get fired.
I've been having so much stress in my life and now I feel like I'm letting down the one person I care about most! I couldn't even be with him when he needed me!
I can hardly handle it all. The only thing that has been keeping me going is the one person I care about. I think of him and realize that I still have something to work towards. So I made myself a promise on it. But even now, I feel like I can't accomplish a thing. I really need help because I feel like I'm ready to just break down. No one else will listen to me. They just think I'm in denial.
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Post by Marik on Apr 19, 2004 1:45:39 GMT -5
I PMed you what I think.
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Shade
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Post by Shade on Apr 19, 2004 19:28:04 GMT -5
Hang in there, you'll eventually get through this down time your having. Just stop thinking about all of the times you haven't suceeded and try it again.
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Post by Lil Ninja on Apr 19, 2004 19:33:56 GMT -5
I'm trying my hardest to.
Marik, this is why I need you so much. I think about you and how much you care for me.... and then I feel so happy.
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Post by wandering jinchuuriki on Apr 21, 2004 10:07:29 GMT -5
I know this whole talking board is starting to sound depressing but i really do need to express my feelings and i think a few people can help me; like ZG13. Lately I've been looking back and realizing that I'm nothing more than a disappointment. Everyone expects such high expectations of me. Even my parents expect that. Then I can't even make a living for myself. I get hired for a job and i don't even get a chance to make it to my first day of work and i get fired. I've been having so much stress in my life and now I feel like I'm letting down the one person I care about most! I couldn't even be with him when he needed me! I can hardly handle it all. The only thing that has been keeping me going is the one person I care about. I think of him and realize that I still have something to work towards. So I made myself a promise on it. But even now, I feel like I can't accomplish a thing. I really need help because I feel like I'm ready to just break down. No one else will listen to me. They just think I'm in denial. Well I've had this same feeling(it has led me to doing things like having complete breakdowns losing control of my feelings and attempting to kill myself ) I"m still trying to find a solution if you find a solution(besides moving out,I'm only 11) email me (for MY email PM me) P.S. I have the same modivation for life(a girl that I like who isn't in this forum) |
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Post by ShadowFan24 on Apr 21, 2004 16:17:13 GMT -5
I know this whole talking board is starting to sound depressing but i really do need to express my feelings and i think a few people can help me; like ZG13. Lately I've been looking back and realizing that I'm nothing more than a disappointment. Everyone expects such high expectations of me. Even my parents expect that. Then I can't even make a living for myself. I get hired for a job and i don't even get a chance to make it to my first day of work and i get fired. I've been having so much stress in my life and now I feel like I'm letting down the one person I care about most! I couldn't even be with him when he needed me! I can hardly handle it all. The only thing that has been keeping me going is the one person I care about. I think of him and realize that I still have something to work towards. So I made myself a promise on it. But even now, I feel like I can't accomplish a thing. I really need help because I feel like I'm ready to just break down. No one else will listen to me. They just think I'm in denial. *pats you on the head* Yes, life is tough I know... And at times, it seems like everything in the world is ment to hurt you. Your living in complete darkness and you can't seem to find the light. The darkness is making you think that you can't do a thing and the only way out is to is to get rid of it once and for all. Listen, the light is right in front of you. Stop trying to fulfill all of your expectitations. Be yourself, let your stress fears and thoughts go for a day. I did that, and im fine. Also, you have to learn not to look back. I did, and look what topic it made me create! I was looking at all of the bad stuff that happened in my past. I realized that I'm not the only one going through these troubles. Neither are you, there are literally THOUSANDS of kids that are going through this. And you want to know what keeps me going. my boyfriend over in Wisconsin! I told him what I was planning to do, and he told me not to. David cares so much for me and I won't kill myself, for him. He and the rest of my friends around the world helped me. And now we are here to help you. Listen to what your heart is saying.... not your mind. |
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Post by wandering jinchuuriki on Apr 22, 2004 9:25:40 GMT -5
The darkness is making you think that you can't do a thing and the only way out is to is to get rid of it once and for all. I resent that. The darkness isn't necessarily evil.( or else I would be evil) P.S.: I'm changing my name on this forum. Taielle try to find some way to control the stress before it is to late. I've gotten to the point where I have migraines and at times impaired vision. IT only happens when I bring up my angzieties if that is how you spell it. but I have to bring up my angzieties to delete them but I can't stay in that state of mind to long or else I pass out.(wierd huh) It's sorta like going into a room to work on something but the room is 150 degrees F (i'm only 11 and all this stuff is happening)(I'll be 12 on the on the fifteenth of next month California Rocks) Take care of it before you become like me! |
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Post by PigsMayFlie on May 16, 2004 15:42:59 GMT -5
My advice is Never give up if you are expected highly off then give whatever it is your best
It's like me and writing storys in English I can only right a good story if i am under A LOT of pressure
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Verde
Independent Kitsune
I got $2.30 and a couple of paperclips
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Post by Verde on Jun 21, 2004 23:05:03 GMT -5
The Doktor is here! DIAGNOSIS: You are overstressed. This is very unhealthy and slowly depleting your body & mind. PRESCRIPTION: Do Nothing. Thats right, for one whole day just forget about everything and don't do anything productive. Relax, because you really deserve it, you really do. Here is a list of a few activities: - Sleep
- Meditate/Reflect
- Lay back
- Get some fresh air
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Post by ninjatailz on Jun 22, 2004 14:30:53 GMT -5
The Doktor is here! DIAGNOSIS: You are overstressed. This is very unhealthy and slowly depleting your body & mind. PRESCRIPTION: Do Nothing. Thats right, for one whole day just forget about everything and don't do anything productive. Relax, because you really deserve it, you really do. Here is a list of a few activities: - Sleep
- Meditate/Reflect
- Lay back
- Get some fresh air
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Post by Lone Kitsune on Jun 29, 2004 20:50:52 GMT -5
I resent that. The darkness isn't necessarily evil.( or else I would be evil) P.S.: I'm changing my name on this forum. I'm evil. I may not seem it, but every waking moment i am awake I am thinking evil thoughts. Some are actually pretty gross  and I LIKE IT!!!!! Today I was picking at a scab and it was bleeding like crazy. I'd never REALLY tasted blood before so i licked it and I liked it. But away from me, I actually considered killing myself, once. My life was so traumatizing I couldn't handle it. I was home alone for like 5 minutes and I found the stash of steak knives. I was considering ending everything, but then i realized.. my mom made a cake that afternoon. I remembered all the things I had to live for, and I never tried it again. No, I'm not suicidal. I was... So, if anyone is EVER gonna consider it, DON'T BOTHER! You'll scare the crap out of yourself afterwards! |
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Post by Morphed Chaos on Jun 29, 2004 21:01:03 GMT -5
you ahould just tell everyone what you feel. don't let stress get you down. maybe you should shoot down some of the things that stress you (shoot down=take away). that worked for me. you should also be an optamist (like me).
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Post by Caliber on Jun 30, 2004 0:13:03 GMT -5
I'm evil. I may not seem it, but every waking moment i am awake I am thinking evil thoughts. Some are actually pretty gross and I LIKE IT!!!!! Today I was picking at a scab and it was bleeding like crazy. I'd never REALLY tasted blood before so i licked it and I liked it. psssst......pssst.....therapy....  |
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Post by Lone Kitsune on Jun 30, 2004 11:56:34 GMT -5
psssst......pssst.....therapy.... Yeah I know I need help. But most of the kids in my neighborhood are like that. Yeah come to think of it, almost all of them are freaks. |
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Post by Caliber on Jun 30, 2004 17:03:54 GMT -5
Yeah well, I didn't mean to call you a freak, fweak. But having constant evil thoughts is probaly not a good thing, especialy if your serious about it.
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Post by ninjatailz on Jul 3, 2004 22:29:34 GMT -5
Yeah I know I need help. But most of the kids in my neighborhood are like that. Yeah come to think of it, almost all of them are freaks. Come to think of it, I was a freak at your age, too. So were the kids in the neighborhood. It came to the limit when my friend almost choked me to death for hiding the TV remote (In the sink full of water  :  . Thats not so rare, after all. Thats beside the point. Hang in there, if you're still in trouble, Taiella(havent checked if this is still active in a while.) |
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Post by ShadowFan24 on Jul 3, 2004 22:40:37 GMT -5
Yeah I know I need help. But most of the kids in my neighborhood are like that. Yeah come to think of it, almost all of them are freaks. SARAH! Just because I am a freak doesn't mean you can tease me about it. Well... I am just the freak who obsesses over Kai, Yaoi, and bloodlust! |
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Post by Lone Kitsune on Jul 4, 2004 9:21:12 GMT -5
SARAH! Just because I am a freak doesn't mean you can tease me about it. Well... I am just the freak who obsesses over Kai, Yaoi, and bloodlust! Erm.. I was actaully referring to the morons who live on Cascade.. but... you'd fit in with this little freakish family... i think... |
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