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Post by Marik on Apr 17, 2004 2:27:54 GMT -5
Damn nothing I like interests me fully anymore. Like Sonic cause nothing good has come with Sega. Dude they def know that this whole Sonic being huge in 2003 was a def failure since thay aint doing any Sonic stuff this year. I mean I'll still buy the games and watch the show and everything, but I'll never have that good feeling about it anymore after disapointment after disapointment. I've been buying game after game and after 29 GCN games im still bored, well I bought the new green XBox with Halo so I hope this will lighen my spirits, man a year ago, this would never happen. I've gotten in alot of fights now and now I'm never gonna be the same. None of my old interests really does anything anymore so I think of doing the opposite. I'm totally failing in school and close of getting kicked out of my house. I think I'll move to Washington after my parents kick me out and try to get into DigiPen. Thats all I really wanna do now. Screw Massachusetts and its boring uptight lifestyle and its little 400 grand houses(or shacks, real estate is bull here. Like 2 arces of bare land is at least 200 grand). Everything dies quicker in MA. Like Pokemon. If i was in the West coast I'll still live inside the hype of it. Same with Yugioh, I cant find any good tournements around here. I just wanna change my entire lifestyle and go out from the beginning with absolutly nothing. Well only my money. Whatever. I'll still continue here, but as you can see as of late I barly post and I mostly post about games now. I just wanna start over.
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Post by Mew on Apr 17, 2004 2:43:48 GMT -5
Wow, this is a new side of you...
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Post by Geno Soldier 12 on Apr 17, 2004 3:51:47 GMT -5
well if they would make some new game mascots, theyd do better, for instance, every good large gaming company, squaresoft and so on, have all had more than one game mascot, squaresoft has made each game with different characters, nintendo, they have one main game mascot, and thousands of other game mascots
simply put, if sega would lay off sonic the hedgehog, theyd do better
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Post by ShadowFan24 on Apr 17, 2004 12:41:39 GMT -5
NO! Marik! IF YOU LEAVE TAKE ME WITH YOU! I would give ANYTHING to leave Massachusetts!
Anyway, I have gone through this problem before... And you know what made me happy. Beating up my bestfriends... I actually didn't hurt them.. Its just a joke punch here and there. Hanging out with my friends cheers me up.
Yes, I am having many troubles in school as well. However, sense im only 13 the most I lose is my "privlages". <.< I have none at all. My parents treat me like a little kid.
Marik, you need to find yourself. ^^ It ain't easy, but I found myself.... Yes I have. Its a soul search. And until its over, you won't be happy.
Trust me! I WENT THROUGH THIS!
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Post by Geno Soldier 12 on Apr 17, 2004 15:16:02 GMT -5
NO! Marik! IF YOU LEAVE TAKE ME WITH YOU! I would give ANYTHING to leave Massachusetts! Anyway, I have gone through this problem before... And you know what made me happy. Beating up my bestfriends... I actually didn't hurt them.. Its just a joke punch here and there. Hanging out with my friends cheers me up. Yes, I am having many troubles in school as well. However, sense im only 13 the most I lose is my "privlages". <.< I have none at all. My parents treat me like a little kid. Marik, you need to find yourself. ^^ It ain't easy, but I found myself.... Yes I have. Its a soul search. And until its over, you won't be happy. Trust me! I WENT THROUGH THIS! lmfao, i didnt think anyone else had that kind of punishment, except for me anyway, i never had anything to do as a kid except jump on my trampoline, play games, and watch tv, if i was being punished i couldnt watch tv or play games or something |
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Post by Lil Ninja on Apr 18, 2004 21:23:01 GMT -5
Hey love, I know you've been changing. I've noticed that for a while. But please, please think things through here. If you're gonna move to Washington, please, just wait for me. I'll go with you. Or if you want, stay at my house for as long as you need to.
Gawd, it's so scary. I feel alone without you by my side. If you need to, talk to me about your problems. I just hope that when you say nothing you like interests you anymore that i'm not one of those. I care about you so much. I felt so upset with myself when i couldn't even be with you after that fight you had. and you haven't been responding to my e-mails saying hi or calling me after i leave you messages. I know something is wrong but i need you to talk to me about it. Please, just do this for me.
I made a promise to myself. Once I got out of high school, I was going to be with you whenever you needed me most. I promised myself to be the best girlfriend I could be. Please, let me help cheer you up. I need you and you probably need me. I know how you feel because I'm going through similar things though i often think what i go through is worse than what others go through. Lately I've felt I've been nothing more to a disappointment... to my friends, family, myself, and even to you. But I just want to talk to you about this all.
I've called so many times because I've been wanting to ask you to come see me this week. But how can I ask when I don't hear from you? I look back on all the conversations we used to have and I've realized how much i miss those things you tell me. I love you so much... I was just always too shy to come out and say it. But please, come and see me. Or at least talk to me. There are so many things I want to tell you. You have no idea what's been going on in my head. I had made up my mind just to go and walk all the way to your house because no one would help me but they told me you might get upset and worried if i tried that. But I do want to hear from you. It almost feels like you're trying to ignore me and well.... it's slowly tearing me apart here. Please love, will you just talk to me about your problems? I want to be there to help you. Once I graduate, I will go with you wherever you plan to go. I don't want to be without you.
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Post by Geno Soldier 12 on Apr 19, 2004 4:28:04 GMT -5
Gawd, it's so scary. I feel alone without you by my side. If you need to, talk to me about your problems. I just hope that when you say nothing you like interests you anymore that i'm not one of those. I care about you so much. I felt so upset with myself when i couldn't even be with you after that fight you had. and you haven't been responding to my e-mails saying hi or calling me after i leave you messages. I know something is wrong but i need you to talk to me about it. Please, just do this for me. but if you were just one of those things that "interests him" he would probably think of you as a hobby(prolly a bad word but if i think of a better one ill tellya) and nothing else, Marik, if your changing, i hope its for the better, because other wise, that probably wouldnt be considered changing (itd be more along the lines of warping) |
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Post by Bluehog on Apr 20, 2004 0:55:41 GMT -5
Marik, maybe you should get a new hobby or something, always strive to do something new and unusal. I myself would probably loose interest in game-making if it wasn't for the fact that I always am trying to do something new there. So even if you can't get a new hobby or something, try doing what you currently do differently. The results can surprise you.
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Post by ShadowFan24 on Apr 20, 2004 19:05:12 GMT -5
Marik, maybe you should get a new hobby or something, always strive to do something new and unusal. I myself would probably loose interest in game-making if it wasn't for the fact that I always am trying to do something new there. So even if you can't get a new hobby or something, try doing what you currently do differently. The results can surprise you. Marik, Bluey is right. When I began to play tetris, I got completly back into the Sonic Series, but I don't think that would help. Anyway, this whole week, I have been riding my bike with my friends. I love to be with my friends. Matt, Kristin, and Sarah are really cool. Riding my bike with them is so great, I love it! For a change, I am actually getting excerice. I already lost 8 pounds. And spending all day in the hot sun getting sun burned, riding up and down steep hills, being with my friends is the best feeling in the world... well... to my mind anyway. Not my legs. It takes my mind off of my problems! Try doing somethign with your friends! See how it helps! |
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Post by EricJ2190 on Apr 20, 2004 19:43:18 GMT -5
I had a similar problem. Find some inspiration. For me it was an old laptop computer to take apart and a book from the local library (don't ask). Find your own.
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Post by wandering jinchuuriki on Apr 21, 2004 9:54:11 GMT -5
lmfao, i didnt think anyone else had that kind of punishment, except for me anyway, i never had anything to do as a kid except jump on my trampoline, play games, and watch tv, if i was being punished i couldnt watch tv or play games or something Ican't watch TV on weekdays anyway. But tv seems pointless. expecially in this state of my life now I feel that something is missing, there is a depressing vast emptiness,I just wish that it was fill How do I fill it?What exactly Am I look for ? |
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Post by Sonux on Apr 23, 2004 22:16:52 GMT -5
lmfao, i didnt think anyone else had that kind of punishment, except for me anyway, i never had anything to do as a kid except jump on my trampoline, play games, and watch tv, if i was being punished i couldnt watch tv or play games or something What do you mean? I have/had that punishment too... That's about it. You can get on here, I consider that a privalige. It took me awhile to earn ANY trust on the internet, and until I was 13 for me to be able to have internet in my room (or even a computer for that matter), and just in the past few months I haven't had any parental BLOCKING (not filtering, but BLOCKING). I'm not sure if being treaded as a little kid or being treated as a "stereotypical teenager" is worse, because in the second, "preventative measures" for any bad behavior are taken... |
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