Post by Lil Ninja on Oct 8, 2007 14:56:37 GMT -5
This isn't something i would usually want to talk about. but seeing how i have been doing pretty much nothing but holding this inside for the past week and suddenly i can't stop crying because i finally reached the breaking point.
what happens when someone who you care about suddenly tries commiting suicide? of course you suddenly become worried and you would want to know why that person has become like this.
so of course this happened to me last week, and i've been wondering what has been wrong with that person. but all i ever get when i ask is "i said don't worry about it. i don't need you worrying about me." so of course when it comes to me, that really hurts. the one thing i hate the most is when someone who i care about can't just tell me what is on their mind.
i've only known this person for about a year and a half, but that doesn't stop the friendship we have from being pretty close. so out of the blue when this person's attitude suddenly changed and has been trying to commit suicide, i suddenly got frightened and i have tried everything i could possibly to help. but nothing is really helping it seems. i don't know what to do anymore. so that's why i broke down. now my eyes are so swollen i can't even see the screen right. everything is blurry.
i'm not really looking for any responses to this thread. if you do, you do, but i needed to come out and say. because every time i try to shut something inside of myself, this is what happens. it builds up to a point where i can't handle it anymore and i just break down.
what happens when someone who you care about suddenly tries commiting suicide? of course you suddenly become worried and you would want to know why that person has become like this.
so of course this happened to me last week, and i've been wondering what has been wrong with that person. but all i ever get when i ask is "i said don't worry about it. i don't need you worrying about me." so of course when it comes to me, that really hurts. the one thing i hate the most is when someone who i care about can't just tell me what is on their mind.
i've only known this person for about a year and a half, but that doesn't stop the friendship we have from being pretty close. so out of the blue when this person's attitude suddenly changed and has been trying to commit suicide, i suddenly got frightened and i have tried everything i could possibly to help. but nothing is really helping it seems. i don't know what to do anymore. so that's why i broke down. now my eyes are so swollen i can't even see the screen right. everything is blurry.
i'm not really looking for any responses to this thread. if you do, you do, but i needed to come out and say. because every time i try to shut something inside of myself, this is what happens. it builds up to a point where i can't handle it anymore and i just break down.
